I have always been writing my feelings vaguely. I think I walk that thin line of wanting someone to know my story and at the same time, keeping them in a distance where they cannot cross the line I drew.
Life is hard. Sometimes, you feel as if you are caged. It’s so suffocating to a point that you just cry your heart out. It’s kind of sad actually. You have no power to control your life. That no matter how much you deserve to do things that would make you happy, people would still look for a way to maneuver the ship that you are sailing. It feels tiring to a point that you just let them step on your plans for yourself and just let you crash the waves you could’ve dodged had you been able to control your ship.
However, life has a different side too. It’s fun and exciting. It sets a different course for you that makes you feel relieved even though your original plan was not fulfilled. Though people let you down, the waves that came crashing down on you makes you tougher. It helps you to grow stronger that the next time big waves are coming after you, you can easily keep your ground and be steady